If I am to do nothing, let me do it gallantly
I don't know the name of this
flower, last night's moon, the cloud
formations and what they mean.
I don't know the bird balancing
the wire with an urgent demand for
something I can't understand, but
I know the words bearing few
letters and too much weight:
hurry and wait, hold and grace
On these long days
I circle the room for answers
to questions not yet formed.
I don't know what to ask
of god, self, love, the world.
If this were someone else's story
an answer would arrive
in a piano that plays a single
long note, or in a small bird with
an insistent voice, calling
as I tuck myself into a
nest of unknowing where I
find a comfort that was
here and hidden all along.
— Drew Myron
Note: Title is a line borrowed from the Book of Common Prayer:
Make me ready, Lord, for whatever it may be.
If I am to stand up, help me to stand bravely.
If I am to sit still, help me to sit quietly.
If I am to lie low, help me to do it patiently.
And if I am to do nothing, let me do it gallantly.
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